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Thank you for not being what I expected

Thank you for not turning out how I imagined.

Thank you for keeping me on edge and guessing your next move.

Thank you for only giving me half of what I gave you.

Thank you for being a coward when I thought you were brave.

Better stop thanking you as I wouldn’t want to inflate your ego more than it already is.

I mean it, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you for leaving me to pick up the pieces after you left.

It wasn’t easy to find and glue them back together, relying solely on myself.

Difficult, for sure but not impossible.

One of the hardest things I have been through… Not physically but emotionally.

Because of you, I found a hidden part of myself and for that I thank you.

I apologize for inflating your ego once again.

My only intention is to show my appreciation.

Without you, I wouldn’t have discovered this new and improved version of me.

Version 2.0 or better.

Sadly, you would never get to see this version although, I doubt you would like it because it is different from what you are used to.

It is for my liking, not yours.

This version is totally a badass, which I love. 

Let’s see you were the fertilizer the rose needed to grow.

    At last, she is strong enough to create her own rules instead of waiting around for empty promises.

    Promises that never became actions.

    You were never in it to win it, apparent by your selfish actions.

    You weren’t Mario and I was never Peach.

    Silver was what you gave when you had a freaking diamond.

       Worth so much more from what you were willing to give.

       Forever grateful for helping me discover that I’m a diamond.

    A diamond who shine with her own brightness.   

    Thank you! πŸ™‚

Stay Beautiful XoXo


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  1. Sarah R
    July 6, 2020 / 9:48 pm

    Love, love, love it! Thank you for being my inspiration. Here’s to you, you 2.0 badass! Rock on. Stay strong. πŸ¦Έβ€β™€οΈ

    • shesdioma
      August 18, 2020 / 4:29 pm

      Thanks Love!! You’re the best!!

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